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| So, the last entry is almost a year ago. Though this little place shouldn't get a whole bunch of visitors, but i think no body would probably keep track on a blog which hasn't been updated for more than 10months.
So, what did I do in these 10 months?
For your interest. I didn't win the web J survival in RTHK. However, I did manage to get in RTHK's Teen Power as a web J since May, 2008. However, due to massive workload of my current job, I asked for a 2 month holiday since August. I guess you would probably wonder why haven't I get back to TP yet. well, I am still waiting for producer's green light for getting back. Chances are kinda low. But anyways... there's nothing much I could do.
During these 10 months, I have been to Sendai, Japan. and bought some lovely new toys, which includes :
1. Canon EOS 400D with Kit Lens
2. Canon EF 17-40mm F/4L USM
3. Canon EF 50mm F/1.4 USM
4. Canon EF 28-135mm F/3.5-5.6 IS USM
5. Tumax speedlite
6. iPhone 3G 16GB white
7. A Sony mini-hifi
8. Playstation 3 with 5 games and 2 blue-ray movie
9. Perfect Grade Gundam MK-II RX-178
.... and so on.
So, I spent a massive amount of $$$ to sustain the above toys...
However, these toys doesn't really making me happy. I started to lose direction on my life. I think that was caused by a series of problem in my job and family. Which I don't think there's any way out.
As we all know, the economic environment is heading down stream now. So that's probably a bad idea to quit my current job and look for another one. So what should I do? wait till next year and see? I don't know. I have no idea. I need $$$ to sustain my life plus the above toys - which are being paid my monthly installment.
Family... Except my parents, I am the only one who's staying. FYI, my sis got married 2 years ago and now reside in Taiwan with her Taiwanese husband, and her lovely little son. Yea, you are right, I am a uncle now. long working hours caused me some severe stressful mind, and at the same time, parents keep asking me for a cut from my salary... sigh..
I start to hate hong kong, seriously, severely, strongly...etc. It seems the pattern for general people are - wake up - work - home - sleep. Right, that's life in hk. You could hardly enjoy anything here. which everything is surrounded by buildings. even you got some nice little bushes around your place. it hardly look nice as those you could see in Oz. So, where could we enjoy our life in hk? i think shopping mall wins. all of us just wanna stay in shopping mall, doing shop till you drop thing.then you broke, you work again and clear the debt... it's like an endless loop.
We have been putting too much effort to keep the economy growing, now it explodes. everybody is affected. We should remember that we are part of this earth, instead of focusing on economic grow, we should take good care about our natural environment. without it, we all wouldn't survive...
Well, OZ did a marvelous job on keeping their environment green, and looks as nice as possible. everybody there enjoy the natural life around them. So am I... though life is a lot more "boring" there compare to Hong Kong, you will gain your life again - especially your health and you would definitely appreciate and happy that you are still alive.
Ok, enough BS, a week to go and I am gonna be 24.
No birthday party is in the pipeline. I could hardly find a thing which I should celebrate it. Yea, next week, the same time, I am 24. though most of you still think I am young. However, it's never something like a honeymoon year. I got a lot more decision to made in the year ahead. especially marriage and career. I know I am not a person who belongs to marketing field. I am more a media person which enjoy both on stage and behind the scene works. However, as we all know, we never know how long does it take you in the media field till you could make enough $$$ to sustain your life, and your love ones. That's why I choose to go to mkting instead of taking a full time job in rthk. gosh... I am more an $$$ driven man now.... why was that.... i should get back to the route what I asked from God... may be.
I don't know, I am losing my direction. I am just alike a machine keep working in the daytime, rest at night, then work again in the morning. I seriously sick of this kind of life... well, i shouldn't say that's life, I think "deadend" is the best word I could get to describe all these.
God, please give me a direction, I would love to be your lovable child. I won't wanna stay in the devil driven place and keep walking away from you.... | | |
| I am too lazy to copy everything back here. I will be using the blog provided by RTHK for a period of time.
My new Blog : http://teenpower.rthk.org.hk/webjblog/post.php?fid=150
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| So, here we go, after another 3 months, I am posting another entry.
So, What did i do during that period? I have been traveled from :
Melbourne, Australia -> Hong Kong SAR, China -> London, United Kingdom -> Milan, Italy -> London -> Hong Kond SAR, China -> Melbourne, Australia -> Hong Kong SAR, China
As you have noticed, there is a Europe trip involved. This is my first time ever I set my foot on Europe soil. So, what did I do in EU? I have been doing lots of shoppings, and of course - an interview in Milan. Since there is no direct flight between HKSAR and Milan, I need to transfer at London.
I have spent 3 days in London. I have covered pretty much of that city. especially the Apple Store in Regent Street  . I am have been crazy on hunting Wii games as well as some budget Burberry  .
After that, I traveled with Alitalia to Milan from Heathrow Airport, London. You know what, I was flying with Mcdonnell-Douglas MD-80. Man, that aircraft scares my ass off... It's not a big one, it takes around 150 pessengers only. I swear I will never fly with that specific aircraft again. | | |
| Woo, another 3 months till I type this thing. Time flies, I am coming back to HK next tue... it's almost 5 years since I first arrived Australia for uni. I still remember the day I set my foot on Aussie's soil. I was 17. and now... I am almost 23. Well, I don't really know what I am gonna say. I have been messed up, mentally. I somehow don't wanna leave this place.
but... I have to.
For HK?
For Italy?...
I don't know.
I will keep you guys updated.
P.S. I am gonna miss my little FranFran. | | |
| Half a year since i left the last message here. It seems to be an end for my study in Australia. 2.5 months later, I will probably be going back to HK (If everything goes well!). I have no idea whether it's something good or not. I have no choice but to go. Sometimes, I feel like I would like to stay here in Australia. Australia seems ok to me now, compare it to 4 years ago when I put my first step in Australia's soil. I guess I probably get used to everything around. I even start worrying if I can adopt the HK life style again. Moreover, as time goes, a new question is emerging, will I be ok to work in HK? Come on, Anson, HK is not a horrible place, it's a place where you were born, grown... why aren't you capable to live here again? Am I missing the Australian life style? or I just wanna stay away from HK? I don't know.
Things happened in the last year had given me a big hit on my head. I still feel pain on some certain areas. I guess I am not as strong as I used to be. I started to love hanging around with friends, while I can be on my own all the time to everywhere in the past. These days, I'd rather to stay at home instead of hanging around all by myself. I am losing the passion on haning around on my own. Is that something good or bad?
I am puzzling. I miss friends in HK. Of course I miss friends here in Australian too, and of course my beloved one. Where will I be going? God knows, and will lead me - as long as I am counting on him. | | |
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